Thursday, November 21, 2013

What am I.....

Hello internet. Its been some time... Last week my mom stressed with bills and my grandmother and a myriad of other things said in no so many words that I'm a leach... That I basically contribute nothing while taking everything. A few hours ago I was eating the last chips of my subway dinner and my dad whom with which I live asked me for a chip. There was dust left and I just wanted to finish my dinner so I said no. We then got into an argument that basically went your not going to give me a chip I paid for, to which I said but you didn't buy these chips I did, and then it spiraled culminating in my dad no so subtly saying, I've been carrying your for three years.... So my dad thinks I'm a leach as well.... I have a shitty part time permanent eight dollar an hour job. My last three event pay check was some were around a hundred bucks... half of which went to the internet bill I pay for... the rest went to groceries. 95% of all the money I've earned working has gone to pay for things we, me and my dad, need in the apartment..... Am I really a leach... Yeah I cant as of right now with how little hours I can get pay for the utilities or the rent but.... Am I really nothing but a drain on everyone's resources... just some burden everyone puts up with.... What am I?.....